H²; Life, More Than It Seems.

Saturday, April 22, 2006

Friends.

Guess what time i wrote this?

8:39 PM ya assholes!

Now then I know the true meaning of friends in my life.
Of course,after today.
I can take example of him.
Shall I call him my friend?
Shall I?
I don't think so.
There ARE friends.
Some are bad,some are good.
I don't care if you wanna do to me.
Criticise me.
Beat me up.
For all I care.
I am who I am.
And you can do nothing to change me.
And this is for real.
<3.

Monday, April 17, 2006

Down.

Guess what time i wrote this?

6:39 PM ya assholes!

WE tried to help you.
WE did try to help you.
But it seems that you did not notice.
But s0oner or later you will know.
You know him better.
So do we.
But you never seem to understand.
Two-faced liar.
You will not notice.
But somehow you WILL.
Someday.
Then you know.

Friday, April 14, 2006

Thanks for nothing.

Guess what time i wrote this?

4:14 PM ya assholes!

Some ppl just don't know.
find help.
find trouble.
Just as they are strong.
And they just bully the weak.
Sometimes it's hard to do good deeds.
People often don't appreciate it.
Yeah people.
Like someone I know.
There's no need to wonder why.
I knew it.
Just can't wait.
You just can't wait.
Yeah.
You just can't wait.
If I did the work you ask me to.
What the hell did I get?
Nothing.
Yeah NOTHING.
You're no big deal.
Don't think that you're so big.
big f*ck ah.

Monday, April 10, 2006

The Reason.

Guess what time i wrote this?

4:50 PM ya assholes!

Everybody.
yeah everybody.
Not all of course.
Ahhh fuck them.
I don't care.
As long as I live.
What do i care.
I Don't give a DAMN FUCKING THING ABOUT THIS THING!
I don't care if not welcomed.
Who cares?
Im far from lonely.
I had other friends too.
BETTER in fact.
Call anyone you want.
I just don't care.
It's just a joke to me.
Yeah a joke.
Won't forgive me?
Who cares?
I don't care.
Ahhh Fuck them all.

Thursday, April 06, 2006

Tear's don't fall.

Guess what time i wrote this?

5:26 PM ya assholes!

With blood shot eyes, I watch you sleeping.
The warmth I feel beside me is slowly fading
Would she hear me, if I called her name?
Would she hold me, if she knew my shame?

There's always something different going wrong.
The path I walk is in the wrong direction.
There's always someone fucking hanging on.
Can anybody help me makes things better?

The moments died, I hear no screaming.
The visions left inside me are slowly fading.
Your tears don't fall, they crash around me.
Her conscious calls, the guilty to come home.

This battered room I've seen before.
The broken bones they heal no more, no more.
With my last breath I'm choking.
Will this ever end I'm hoping.
My world is over one more time.

Wednesday, April 05, 2006

Bleeding hearts shed no tears

Guess what time i wrote this?

6:03 PM ya assholes!

Every thought catalyst reactionNerve synapse, mentally slavery
Disembodied, controlled minds
Sharpened tools, bloddy knives
Electric chips, machines controlled
Boy to your masters, your minds not yours
Dead-end eyes, stainless heart, digital mind
Your bodys not yours
Your minds not yours
Your thoughts not yours
Your wills not yours
Elastic manipulated, mass produce
Pre-consumer, post refuse
Encrypted placed, within activated
Run your course, psychological malfunction
We all break down, we all stop.

Monday, April 03, 2006

Here without you.

Guess what time i wrote this?

3:28 PM ya assholes!

A hundred days had made me older
since the last time that I saw your pretty face
A thousand lights had made me colder and I don’t think I can look at this the same
But all the miles had separate
They disappeared now when I’m dreaming of your face
I’m here without you but your still on my lonely mind
I think about you and I dream about you all the time
I’m here without you but your still with me in my dreams
The miles just keep rolling as the people either way to say hello
I hear this life is overrated but I hope it gets better as we go
I’m here without you.
but your still on my lonely mind.
I think about you and I dream about you all the time
Everything I know, and anywhere I got gets hard
but it won’t take away my love
And when the last one falls.

Sunday, April 02, 2006

Regrets And Romance

Guess what time i wrote this?

12:04 PM ya assholes!

You used to be my friend,but now you're more like theenemy.you're bound to kill yourself.
with another thousand words.
And tear my eyes right out;I'd rather see you, without them anyway.

I don't know you anymore And I know you will never.there's just a few things I wanted you to know.Don't fight the things I know you want to say to me.

The world is falling like a final curtain to my feet, and the wish for your applause is taking over me.And now this mark remains and will never ever go away.

Words don't seem to come so easy.
Maybe I can give this another.Shot or sing about a broken.Heart, or imitate the way it feels.If this was happening for real.
This moment has left me with nothing else to say.

Treading through run on sentences.No matter what I say, no matter what I write here, You never seem to know, and they never seem to tell you.
Words don't always come as easily as you might want them to .