ok! haha! finally, did manage to get in blogger. ohh man, this internet problem is really troublesome. i found out this morning when i read the newspaper while waiting for faye, which is just 45 minutes. it was the Taiwan earthquake that broke the telco lines or whatever is it.. haha. Singapore was too affected.. nationwide. and it will take 3 weeks to repair. urgh, 3 weeks of slow internet connection... nooooo! i dont know what will happen. hahaha. anw, i think that's all. haha. i'll update if there's anything more. so byeeeeeeeee!

okay! here goes nothing.
new skin, because of boredom. DUH!
bye!




seize the day bebeh!

I'm so damn bored, and i don't know what to post.
anw, christmas is coming. merry christmas everyone!














this can't last forever.

Okay! Now i'm really pissed off. What the fuck. What the hell has gotten into you man?! really uhh, i can't stand it when you does that to her. I don't care what happened between you and her, but stay our name out of this. OUT OF THIS. Get that?! What have we done to deserve this huh? tell us.. have we done anything wrong to you?! If we do, say it out. We're not that inhuman that we can't even say 'sorry' over what happened. There's no reason for you to hide it. You know us, you've known us for quite some time. then? What else do you want? Yea, she didn't do what you think she was doing. Why so negative of your own sister?! your own blood too. Yea, i take you as a matured man... MAN. not a boy, But a Man. We respected you, but yet you have grudges on us. Remember this, we don't hate you or anything. You didn't follow us to any occasion, but we didn't say a word. All of us didn't think negative of you. We understand, and take it lightly. If we don't, on that right spot, we had called you up and scold the fuck out of you. did we? no we didn't. yea, you people might think i take this too seriously, yes, indeed, especially when our name, is in this, and your own sister... what has she done to deserve that? you have that freedom, so let she have it too. anw, you don't lose or gain anything. Well, think back... you think you are so good? think uhh, why do people look down on you... why? WHY? uhh! You don't have to make up stories just to have your parent's attention uhh. You do something good, they'll like you. They'll never hate you. You are their son. fuck... i'm referring this to someone. you know who you are...


stay our name out of this!

yeaaaaaaaaa. updating time! haha. okay. I went to the labrador park/fort berlayer last saturday with my SG urban explorer mates and also the API guys. it was really... fun with my SG urban explorer mates. really man, it was my first time with them, but i already had so much fun. of course, it was tiring, but the important one was fun. well, the fort berlayer or what i don't know... ahaha. i entered that place, for the first time, and Vlad too, and from his actions, i can tell, he really got excited at that place and started climbing up. yea, he was really an small but deadly guy. and guess what... it was my first time holding the big mofo torch. hahaha. it was an experience. from the start, the blowing balloons for API booth and all that, and i don't know how many balloons have fly off. haha. 9's with his afro hair, ahha, quite funny man... but that hair really suit him. ahaha. and met some new faces, Faye's cuz Rasul, and Ayim... haha. well, they looked familiar. i think i've seen them before. haha. We were like the host at the fort. ahah. i hold the torch and show them the dark room. And moved around that place. Then for the second group, Vlad and I went to the tunnel.. we never went to the tunnel before so this is our chance to enter it for free... hahaha. And yeah, it was hell lot of experience. And the last part was the bbq. haha. it was nice man.. i'll update if there's more. ahha. ok.. so here goes nothing, the mofo torch!



haha. so here's a big thank to API for inviting us to join them and SG urban explorer for the experience with you guys, although it's my first. haha. ok . i think that's all. bye and have a nice day aites!

ohh hello. i'm damn bored these holidays, nothing to do at home, really. just waiting for this saturday's event. haha. well, i checked for some videos at youtube, and i found this.



it's silverstein performing smile in your sleep in acoustic. it's quite nice though.
hahha. actually, i have nothing to update. but someone asked me to. haha. so here it is. updated. i'll update if there's anything more okay? so, goodbye, take care and have a nice day mates! byeeeeeeeeee.

Please understand.
This isn't just goodbye.
This is I can't stand you.
This is where the road crashed into the ocean,
It rises all around me.
And now we're barely breathing,
A thousand faces we'll choose to ignore.

Curse my enemies forever.
Let's slit our wrists and burn down something beautiful.
This desperation leaves me overjoyed.
With fading lights that lead us past the lives that we destroy.

I listen to you cry ,
A cry for less attention.
But both my hands are tied,
And I'm pushed into the deep end.
I listen to you talk but talk is cheap,
And my mouth is filled with blood,
From trying not to speak.
So search for an excuse,
And someone to believe you.
In foreign dressing rooms,
I'm empty with the need to.

So please understand,
This isn't just goodbye.
This is I can't stand you.

No It Isn't - Plus44


this song is to ________.
you know who you are.
and i'll find a way without you.