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Tuesday, March 04, 2008
My Fears Has Become My Phobias - As Blood Runs Black
Guess what time i wrote this?
1:18 AM ya assholes!


it's so hard to say that i'm sorry.
i'll make everything alright.
all these things that i've done.
now what have i become, and where'd I go wrong?
i don't mean to hurt, just to put you first.
i won't tell you lies.
i will stand accused.
with my hand on my heart.
i'm just trying to say...


i'm sorry.
it's all that i can say.
you mean so much.
& i'd fix all that i've done.
if i could start again,
i'd throw it all away.
to the shadow of regret.
and you would have,
the best of me.

i know that i can take,
back all of the mistakes.
but i will try,
although it's not easy.
i know you believe me.
cause i would not lie.
don't believe their lies.
told through jealous eyes.
they don't understand.
i won't break your heart.
i won't bring you down.
but i will have to say,
i'm sorry.

& to you my dearest:
things are getting harder in life.
many challenges & difficulties we've faced,
& which we are going to.
but i just can't turn back time,
like the days we've used to be..
i want the old times back too.
but i don't know the answer.
i don't know if those times will come back.
i just don't know. & i'm sorry.
i'm sorry my dear, i'm sorry.
& just to let you know,
i miss you, & i love you.
<33


Saturday, March 01, 2008
88 - Sum 41
Guess what time i wrote this?
10:43 PM ya assholes!



it's been like these since the beginning.
screaming through hardship until it succeeds.
alone i walk, ignoring those around me.
waiting till the darkness is all is all i can do.
suddenly it comes to me...
i open my eyes, my heart & my soul..
the world is all that it can be.
if only i could open my heart..
i could begin from the start.
a day like today, they'll be no difference.
waiting for something's that been given.
i can do anything if i'd persevere.
maybe that day, i'll see the way.


-Part 1.


wait... how long would you wait?
just for me to call.
i know you make mistakes, but..
i hope someday you have it all.
cause i feel like a prisoner...
trapped inside this broken world.
while i'm playing the victim again.
running in circles.
to me it's all the same.
and though nothing's gonna change..
still, i hope someday you have it all.


take this aggravation that i've thrown myself into.
change the situation just cause i need something new.


-Part 2


i love you dear. <33


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