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Monday, November 27, 2006
Guess what time i wrote this?
10:23 AM ya assholes!


hey there. it's been a long time since i've updated. haha. busy busy. yeahh. back from the NCO training camp or annual camp uhh. it was okay, actually fun... but some of the teachers just spoilt the mood. but yeah, afterall i understand why. haha. i wasn't always with my group though because i have to help out with many things.. recreation, campfire. haha. games were fun, some other activities are boring but i would say the camp was worth the effort. haha. all those staybacks at school during the holidays were really workin' out. errr... campfire, hmm. yeah was okay. emcee's were quite boring though. i wonder what will happen if irfan were the emcee. haha! and our performance, ah! damn. i lost my voice on that very day. luckily there was masrifa. we did sang kenangan terindah and friends forever. and that was the last performance and the pics of the sec 4's and 5's from sec 1 to 4/5. some are cute when they are in sec 1. haha! the last day was damn fun. especially the telematch games. and the catch the bomb and white polo face! haha. then birthday boy kena sabo by us and the CIs. haha!! waterbomb uhh. bring him one corner then throw waterbombs at him. haha. then the white polo face... Akmal and Ridhwan(sp?) kena the most. dip their face in the floor. haha! i also kena. fuck. all that syahmi and faizal. haha. ok i understand. they're just having fun right. haha. i too enjoy myself. hahah. good job for all those organizers. thanks for organizing. haha. k byeee!









and guess what.... on that very day. met someone new. you-know-who.


Tuesday, November 21, 2006
Guess what time i wrote this?
7:06 PM ya assholes!


Turn away,
If you could get me a drink
Of water cause my lips are chapped and faded
Call my aunt Marie
Help her gather all my things
and bury me
in all my favorite colors,
my sisters and my brothers, still,
I will not kiss you,
cause the hardest part of this,
is leaving you.


Now turn away,
cause I'm awful just to see
cause all my hair's abandoned all my body,
Oh, my agony,
know that I will never marry,
Baby, I'm just soggy from the chemo
but counting down the days to go.

It just ain't living
And I just hope you know
That if you say (if you say)
Goodbye today (goodbye today)
I'd ask you to be true (cause I'd ask you to be true)
Cause the hardest part of this
Is leaving you...


Cause the hardest part of this
Is leaving you...


lyrics for Cancer by My Chemical Romance, the song that touched me so deeply inside. tsktsktsk. ok. i've changed my blog skin. just a normal plain one and decided to post this lyric, as it really really mean something to me.



Saturday, November 18, 2006
Guess what time i wrote this?
9:58 PM ya assholes!


ohh hello. Sorry for the lack of updates. I did post something but i don't know what's wrong with blogger and it didn't show off. wtf. well, i continued with what happened just now aites. okay! i went out with some of the UE members, which i met two more of their members, which is Sunswords/Chris (not sure abt the spelling though) and the metalhead, Vlad/Roy. haha. yeah, like Faye said, small but deadly, yeahh. went up the hill, find out some things, and went to view road hospital. before we went in, we went to the old british colonial house near vrh there. it was damn big uhh that place. and met that indian man, who tells us abt sembawang and everything, but Vlad,Faye and I didn't listen and we went up the house. and nearby was the orphanage home and went in too. nothing actually, just an abandoned place. and after that to view road hospital. i've got some of the pictures, and i'll put some here later. so we went to find the marsiling dungeon. and guess what, i've got souvenirs!(sp?) haha. mosquito bites and scraches. the worst one was on my face. haha. nvm lah. adventure mah. haha. ok then lepak at ah9's apartment there, there Vlad went home, ah9 go meet someone and Faye and i lepak. we chatted uh, like his background, musical background, talent, everything uh. haha. of course he's mellow drama's vocals right...sure got alot of exp. haha. then proceeded home lah. haha.
and alot of pics have not been put here. lazy ah. haha. k till next time. byeeee!












may you be the most hated person in this world! bitch!


Sunday, November 12, 2006
Guess what time i wrote this?
1:10 PM ya assholes!


hello . erm, this post is probably to someone special who leaves an impact in my life . i really felt your loss . God loves you more .yes, this song really made me think about you . it's nearly 3 years that you're gone . i miss all the times we laughed, we ate together, and everything since i was 1 till 13 . yes, that cancer has brought you to an end . no one wanted you to go, but God loves you more . Life has to go on . it made me realise, that life without you, is different, from what i have now . here, we struggle without you . yes, i sure i will make it . i'm sure, without you . yes, the hardest part of this is leaving you . i never wanted to leave you . i miss you dad . i miss you . i'll never forget you . never! i'll never forget what you've done for me and, through thick and thin together . i won't . thanks for what you've given me . i love you dad . this song is for you .





A big thank you to my chemical romance for this song.
like bro Faye, this song also soothe me in a lovely way.
i love you dad.





see you again someday.


Wednesday, November 08, 2006
Guess what time i wrote this?
10:50 PM ya assholes!


ohh hello. heh . okay . went out with irt just now . actually was plan to jamm only uhh but I planned to check out some instruments at Yamaha, Plaza Singapura . but after take a look at the things there, i decided not to buy uhh that thing . expensive sia . nvm uhh . i was still thinking about the year end sale uh . but still a long way to go sia . okay . then 3 of us uhh, Azi,Irfan and me was damn hungry ahh . haha . funny sia . we were walking around the shopping centre just finding some food places to eat . first up was the Carls Jr burger if i'm not wrong . Azi and irfan wanted to try that because the burger there looks delicious , but don't know halal or not uh . then got one malay uh i think work there . so azi ask uh, halal or not...then the guy said no. but he is a malay sia . like fuck ah . haha . then irfan and azi suggest to eat at the secret recipe shop . went there, halal sign was there, and damn! everything there was damn expensive . haha . we sat there already den like paiseh uh want to move from there . so irfan and azi bought one ice-cream and share uh . i dont want because like waste of money like that ah . haha . but i get the taste of it uh. like normal ice cream only ler. haha . ahaha okay. then went to meet farhan, then went jamming . jamming was okayy uh . then wanted to go home, then the rest say wana go vivocity la what la..farhan want to see his girlfriend. haha. then azi and i go pasar malam at admiralty there uh. bought some food and we wanted to eat them uh. then say one uncle selling satay at his bike. so we shared the money and bought some satay. hahas. very good sia, sell there. like very good idea. when police come run with bike. HAHA.








how about enough?


Tuesday, November 07, 2006
Guess what time i wrote this?
3:18 PM ya assholes!


ohh hello . didn't update for some time aye . yeah kinda busy and sort of lazy actually . hahas . yes . raya, camps and everything . alrighttttts . atc, is was alright . far,damn much better compared to last year . my group was almost the same as last year, only a little changes . Asraf, my ex-schoolmate,was in my group! ahha . Yes, activites were fun, not as strict as i expected, and overall was fun lerr . hah . didn't regret going that thing . but yeah, if only i have this camp on other dates, i could already perform in that gig with IRT . damn! urgh! but nvm . there's always other chances . okayy . i did went raya-ing with other friends, ps2, money, fun...........everything! haha . yeah . yeahh i think that's all for now aye . i'll update more on it if there is .








and yes, i think i'm addicted to A Vacant Affair's How About Enough. haha.


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