There it is, teachers day.
Been waiting for long time for this.
Today wake up 6.30 am. -[abit late uhh]
Then manage to found the preparation items. -[nasib baik sak sempat!]
Didn't have the time to find yesterday night. -[damn tired yesterday]
Tu uh...Tidor agik kan dah tak bawak camera!! -[lehh luper sak!]
Hahahx.
Go to school like normal.
I managed to go with Yani.
This time i was late. -[but only a few minutes ahh!]
Of cos uhh...carry 5 or 6 bottles of drinks.
Hahahx.
Then go to school.
Talk to her on the way.
Then just now got dunno the exercise thingy. -[mepek sak bende ni]
Then we all perangai uhh.
Then V.principal came in all.
Mr.Bala told us that he was dissapointed.
never meant to bring you down. -[nothing but good intentions]
Then we approached him to talk things about uhh.
He just wanted an apology letter.
So we just wrote one uhh. -[no big fuss]
Then changing time uh.
Just simply a shirt and 3/4 pants and also a white tie. -[simple but nice]
Hair down! -[hahaha]
I was at the backstage.
A little nervous. -[very nervous actually.haha!]
Then took out the drumset uhh.
Okay uhh the drumset quite good already uhh. -[better than last time]
Then it was our turn. -[fuyoo nervous giler nye!]
Then at first Anxx gave a speech.
He spoked something abt apologies and behaviour. -[something funny uhh.haha!]
Then we started uhh.
First up was All about you. -[improvised with drums]
Then we played Smile in your sleep! -[silverstein!]
Then got interlude. -[while Anxx played tapping.]
Then we invited Mr.Bala and Ms Doreen Koh up on the stage to receive teachers day card -[Specially from us, 3m1 students.]
Then end up the song. -[haha yeah!]
Okay I really think that we did pretty good. -[think so bcos most of them said that.]
And most of all I don't really care if they give us bad comments. -[heck care uh]
The important thing is we performed, and we enjoyed ourselves. -[yeahhhhhhh!]
We did really enjoyed ourselves. -[hell yeah!]
Of course I was nervous on the stage right there.
But as long I did my best, I dont really care if i'm nervous or not. -[that true!]
Then we watched other performances.
Ethel Strum was not bad, in fact they're good! -[yeah!]
Sadly, we can't hear clearly their guitars.
But I know they did their best and they had fun. -[yeah thats what's its suppose to be.]
Congrats guys! -[sincerely from us.]
The ending performance was quite boring. -[but nvm.haha!]
Then get back to class for teachers day party. -[woohoo!]
Sadly, there got problems. -[aiyo!]
Iqbal and Hazirah Fought. -[adui korang dua buat spoil mood jek.haha!]
ahhh that's their problem,let them settle themselves.
Then the party goes on like normal uhh.
eat2 mee, cake, and many more uhh. -[YUM YUM!SLURRRP!]
We decided to got jamming but no $$$ -[sedih siot! haha!]
Then go home uh.
that's all for today.
Today was quite a day to remember. -[hell yeah!]
From the performance to the party. -[woohoo!]
k byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!



innocentlyinsane<3

today was quite a sad day!
hahas yeahh.
today went jamming with s4x.
i went there late. -[haha!]
Suffian was good...damn good. -[yes damn good]
he was talented. - [seriously]
okay i wouldn't say that i did the best.
haha just now first2 his drumsticks keep slip off my hand. -[slippery]
it was chapter 4. -[A7X]
then also got try other songs uh.
the timing was off.
Suffian's drumming was good. -[damn good]
I also heard he said that almost all his family members play the drums.
I was like..wow!
hahaha.
okay i didn't qualify for s4x. -[HAIZzzzz]
sedih2.
then ilyas kacau2. -[damn you Ilyas!]
hahahahahahx.
but nvm uhh.
i know they're not serious.
then planning2 want to go Ilyas's house. - [yeah right]
before that go to the new republic poly.
damn the place damn big sia.
i think 1 week then can cover the whole poly.
then nvr go Ilyas's house cos his parents at home.
okay uh since not going anywhere we got home uh. -[home,the best place to be]
haha okay uh today quite sad.
haha yeahh.
inspirational words from someone.
musicians never give up. -[never!]
yeah i'll never give up drumming.
c'mon, i'm just 15. -[still long way to go]
Hanif...19
Suffian...18 going 19
They can, i sure can one uhh. -[yeahhh~!]
someday. -[someday]
that's all for today.





innocentlyinsane<3

Today was a quite a day to remember. -[haha yeahhhh!!]
Just now went to the Social etiquette thingy.
It was at Suntec City Swensens.
Actually it was fun uh. -[haha yeahhhhhhhh!!]
Actually we go there just to eat. -[yum yum!]
I took Chicken for the meal.
when we reached there they had start serving.
i was like...wow! -[haha!]
they prepare for us Pepsi drink.
then the meal we were waiting for.
the chicken meal that one. -[haa! been waiting!]
the smell very captivating! [-fuyoooooo!]
the taste was like...ahhhhh~ -[damn nice!!!]
then the 3rd course.
the ice cream cake.
the taste also very nice.
then in the bus we took pics lah blah blah blah.
everywhere also want to take pic. -[hahaha! paranoids!]
haha no lah actually just want to remain as memories.
haha yeahhh!
then we go jamming!
haha then i saw Farhan DH with his another band.
haha yeahh the play alternative if im not wrong.
haha yeah so we practice2 for teachers day uh.
today was fun.
haha that's all.



innocentlyinsane<3

okays.
They say wanted to go hospital at 3.45
4.15 pon tak sampai2! [barsterd korang!]
Went to NUH with my friends yesterday to see Abg Lan.
He was alright.. [thank God]
Only injured a bit uh. [accident perr]
Looked at him all uh.
The hospital food was....eeee..disgusting like that .. [katerr hospital]
HaHaHx what luck.
Yesterday all EMO2 sak. [satu2 perangai!]
Actually was fun uh yesterday.
altogether 7 ppl go.
After we visit Abg Lan we go Jurong entertainment to eat.
we ate long john silver.
okay uh..
Haikal all make jokes until very damn hard to eat! [Makan pon tak senang!]
HaHaHaHaHx
okay by the time it was 8.
I reached home ard 8+. [Home at last!]
HaHaHaHaHx..
okays..
that's all for now.
k byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!






innocentlyinsane<3

just now i received news that abg Lan in NUH.
He was involved in an accident. - [again an accident.omg!]
i wasn't sure what accident.
all i know that he drove a bike.
that accident happened this morning,
according to Rahman.
tmr i think i'm gonna visit him at NUH. - [I think*]
with the the others. - [silat members]
i hope nothing happen to him. -[fear the worst]
may God help him. - [yes may god help him]
haiz.. poor abg Lan..
i hope nothing happens to him.
that's all for now.
till then...
byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.






innocentlyinsane<3

okay.
just now i went training.
since i have nothing to do.
just now was alright.
as per normal...
tiring but fun...
we train and train until about 5.30 ard there..
then olahraga time.
i fought with Rahman.
tough fight..
he was actually fast..
okay uh.
must have good stamina.
i was damn tired in the ring.
Then it was the Rahim and Nashrul(sp?) match.
the accident.......
Nashrul head hit on the floor...
HIT THE FLOOR - BFMV. ..haha
Damn!
Can't imagine it if it was me...
The impact was like wtf...
Dunno wad to say..
Luckily there's no one to blame.
it's just an accident.
HaHa..
I just can't wait for next week.
HaHa that's all for now.
k byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.



innocentlyinsane<3

The world is falling like a final curtain to my feet,
and the wish for your applause is taking over me.
And now this mark remains,
and will never ever go away.

Words don't seem to come so easy.
imitate the way it feels.
If this was happening for real.
This moment has left me with nothing else to say.

Treading through run on sentences.
No matter what I say,
no matter what I write here,
You never seem to know,
and they never seem to tell you.

Cause there's no one in the world like __________.
Her sparkling eyes make me weak at my words, they tremble.
like I want to bleed through my heart again.
It's days like these, that make me feel like I might as well be on my own.



innocentlyinsane<3

okay.
just now we went to Fadhli's house to play some games there.
lucky just now don't have maths CT.
i wasn't even prepared for it.
no graph paper no flexible curve.
damn!
haha we had fun at Fadhli's house uhh.
just now went to take my little brother from his religious class.
I was listening to second heartbeat..tga syiok2..hahaha
then i felt someone tap me on the back near my house area there.
hahaha it was Azizi.
he went there to play tamiya with his friend according to him.
hahahahahaha.
that's all.



innocently insane<3

life had never been worse than this.
for those who started it, fuck you la!
what makes you came up with that conclusion?
knn ccb...
and another thing...
we tried to tell you..
but you scold the fuck out of us..
so now..
dont blame others..
think back what you've done.
learn from your mistakes.
life is ours, live it our way.
you chose you life to be like that.
so be it.




innocentlyinsane<3

Life is ours, we live it our way.
All these words I don't just say.
Don't let others change your life.
you live it your way.
no one can stop you.
Never cared for what the say,
Never cared for games they play,
Never cared for what they do,
Never cared for what they know,
But I know one thing,
I don't really care about it.
But still, I thanked God for the life you gave me.


Couldn't be much more form the heart.
Forever trusting who we are.
Everyday for us is something new.
Open your mind for a different view.
Never opened my life this way.
Build my fear of what's out there.


Whisper things into my brain assuring me that I'm not insane .
They see it right, they see it well.
you fear of living on.
you worry for the people around you.
We see our freedom in our sight.


again,life is a challenge.
everyone have to face the fact,
that life is full off ups and downs.
till then,you'll have to face it no matter what.
the young man struggles on and on.
no one could stop you.


LIFE IS OURS,WE LIVE IT OUR WAY.
NEVER LET ANYONE CONTROL YOU.
DO NOT FEAR TO LIVE ON.
LIFE CHALLENGES YOU.
FACE IT.
Thank God.

innocently insane <3

fuck.
shit always happens.
FUCK LAH!
I DON'T OKAY?
DONT NEED TO SAY ANYTHING!
GO TAKE CARE OF YOUR OWN HECTIC LIFE!
FUCKING HELL NO!
I DON'T!
I GOT OTHER BETTER THINGS TO DO!
SUCH PATHETIC PEOPLE.
GET A LIFE.
DON'T EVER TRY TO CHANGE THE FACT.
LIKE ME FOR WHO I AM.
HATE ME FOR WHO I AM.
FOR ALL I CARE.
I LOVE MY LIFE.
GO FUCK LAH!
I'VE DONE NOTHING WRONG TO YOU.
SO DON'T BOTHER ABOUT PEOPLE.
BOTHER ABOUT YOURSELF.
AGAIN,TAKE CARE OF YOU OWN PATHETIC LIFE!
AND I DON'T CARE WHAT YOU OR OTHERS WANNA SAY!
I REALLY DON'T CARE.
SO FUCKING WHAT?
GET LOST.
GET A LIFE.




INNOCENTLY INSANE <3

okay.
just now went 'session'
hahaha actually not sort of session.
we actually joked around in front of An's house.
haha Alip's voice actually okay ah.
but he very pemalas.LoLx.
today was fun.haha!
NFG!!
wakaka!
Alif jgn amik hati yerr.
kitorang main2 jek.
ape2 blame An sbab dia start dulu.
haha!



Innocently Insane<3