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Saturday, September 30, 2006
Guess what time i wrote this?
7:47 PM ya assholes!




Friday, September 29, 2006
Guess what time i wrote this?
2:29 PM ya assholes!


Okay alrights.
Deleted the last post because i'll update.
I don't think i'll leave this blog.
Many things have past.
well , yeah.
So here goes.
EL paper 1 have gone.
Just now was MT.
I think it was alright.
Just need help for my maths.
there goes.
Now my classmates are breaking apart.
Sometimes i really wonder why.
The last time,
you all were so close. now?
It's all up to you guys.
that dream last night.
so familiar. ahh forget it.
And yeahh.
Disposable Heroes now changed it's name.
to....IN REDILENCE TONIGHT.
And guess what, Azi's in!
finally, after all that phsyco-ing. haha!
So i guess that's it.
I'll update more.
k byeeeeeeeeeee.
And good luck you all in EOY.








empty words of yours.
tell me the truth.
then shut the fuck up.
I will.


Sunday, September 24, 2006
Guess what time i wrote this?
3:02 PM ya assholes!


okay.
I was tagged to this quiz.
So i guess i'll do it.

RULES.
1.Put your music player on shuffle.
2.Press Forward to each question.
3.Use the song title as the answer even if it makes no sense.NO CHEATING.
4.Tag five ppl at their tagboard and ask them to do this.
5.Bold the questions with the answers, and give your own comments on how it relates to its question.

Questions.-

1.How are you feeling today?
Letters To You - Finch (erm..kinda sad, cos i miss that someone.k crap)
2.How do your friends see you?
Am I Evil? - Metallica (erm, dunno?! haha!)
3.Will you get married?
My eyes burn - Matchbook Romance (erm, cos my eyes burn when i see this question.k crap)
4.What's ur bestfriend's theme song?
Why doesn't anybody like me? - No Use For A Name (erm, cos i dont have any bes friends?)
5.What was my primary school like?
The Hell song - Sum 41 (Erm, bcos it was kinda like hell?)
6.How can you get ahead with life?
International You Day - No Use For A Name (erm, with that someone by my side?)
7.What is the best thing about your friends?
Bury me in black - My Chemical Romance (erm. cos they make my life diff? not all la.)
8.What is in store for this weekend?
Smashed into pieces - Silverstein (erm, dunno?!)
9.What describes you?
All These Things I Hate - BFMV (erm, bcos most of the things i hate are all ard me?)
10. what describes your grandparents?
In Fear And Faith - Circa Survive (erm, dunno!?)
11.What song will they play at your funeral?
Wake The Dead - Comeback Kid (erm. wake me up! i dont wanna be dead.)
12.How does the world see you?
Down - Blink 182 (erm cos everything's going down for me?)
Will you have a happy life?
I Feel So - Box Car Racer (erm cos i feel so. haha!)
What does your friends really think of you?
Just Another Star - BFMV (erm..dunno lar.haha!)
Does ppl secretly lust after you?
I Rape Myself - Caliban (erm. no maybe?)
How can i make myself happy?
Scream Silence now - A Cutthroat Kiss (erm, screaming in silence would do.)
How should you do with your life?
Roses For The Dead - FFAF (erm, bcos...you go read the lyrics. haha!)
Will you ever have children?
Through Waiting - Greeley Estates (erm, you have to wait if you wanna know then. hah!)

The Next 5 Unluck Victims?!
1. Ilyas.
2. Azi.
3. Irfan.
4. ANxx.
5.

I guess you'll do it.haha!


Friday, September 22, 2006
Guess what time i wrote this?
6:58 PM ya assholes!


Azi joined DH. =))
HAHAS!
haha takde la main2 jek.
tapi mcm mane pon.
Azi! jage kau! tarik kau! haha!


Wednesday, September 20, 2006
Guess what time i wrote this?
8:06 PM ya assholes!


Alrights.
Heh today was alright.
Nothing much at school today.
Then after school go study for 2 hrs.
I think i'm gonna go for tmr one.
It's kinda fun when you realises everyone,
everyone! back,front,side, studying!.
In the iPlay studio, cool!
It's comfortable, but yet so cold.
Okay just now i did some Social Studies hmwk.
Well, tmr is History test. shitx!
Then after that study, we went jamming.
Anxx,Alif,Iqbal,Firdaus and me!
Okay lahh. I actually missed many endings today.
I don't know these few days why.
Maybe about....you know,
About that...hahs forget it.
I'm never gonna get it. okay?
Hmm yeahh then tried that song.
Well yeahh we fitted in the drum tempos.
but not yet the vocals.
Well, need more sessions but after the EOY.
Alrights.
I think that's all uhh.
And guess what, finally DH is gonna jamm.
Haha Azi will be coming. Cool!
k byeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!




innocentlyinsane<3


Tuesday, September 19, 2006
Guess what time i wrote this?
5:30 PM ya assholes!


Aight.
Exams are just around the corner.
Well, i guess i'm starting to study.
Just don't wanna make the same mistake.
As the past half year.
Alright, today the start of 2-hr-self-revision.
Everythings going smoothly so far.
Well, i just hope that we'll find a place like that iplay studio.
Damn~ that place is conducive.(sp?)
Very niceeeeeeeeeeee.
I can really concentrate.
Well, yeah i guess.
I've done most of my work.
Think so.
The good side. haha!
Well yeah.
Then just now Anxx perangai.
Go disturb one wps [woodlands pri.] student.
He acted like a policeman.
It was kinda funny.
He was wearing a school uniform.
And pretending to be a policeman.
Luckily that boy wasn't stupid enough to believe.
Otherwise Anxx will be in trouble. haha!
It was so funny that....
We laughed all the way.
Then we got home ahh.
haha k that's all i think.
byeeeeeeeeeeee!


well yeahh..
i guess there's no chance.
so be it.



innocentlyinsane<3


Monday, September 18, 2006
Guess what time i wrote this?
7:26 PM ya assholes!


In my heart, in my soul.
I really hate to pay this toll.
Should be strong, young and bold.
But the only thing I feel is pain.

Haze clouds these translucent eyes.
Sweat creeps down callused hands.
The lies outside, I cannot feel.
The pain inside burns.

over your hopes and dreams.
Hatred makes my world go round.
Because happiness is something that I never found.
i'm giving up on you.

i tried to be perfect,but nothing was worth it.
i'm nothing than a line in your book.
i'm just a thought to you.
i'm sick of bleeding silently.

i can't do this alone.
i'll need you more than you'll ever know.
i just want to write a perfect song,and play it just for you.
there's no one except you in my heart.

but i'll just have to face the fact,
that i'll never have you.
I can never have you. get it?
I get it.


yeahh i get it.
never.


innocentlyinsane<3


Saturday, September 16, 2006
Guess what time i wrote this?
10:38 PM ya assholes!


Today was quite a boring day.
boooooooring!
Nothing to do actually.
Heh so i guess i'll update.
The previous post,
The jamming...
All was fucked-up.
....quite sad =((
Been wanting to try out that song.
Haiz.
Life's just fucked up right now.
I just don't get it.
Ahhh Forget it!.!.
Then 7+ go to Masjid.
Go for the Sembahyang Hajat(sp?).
Thought that it will be long.
But then sekejap jek.
I, Nasri or so called 'John' and my small bro ah.
Go buy ice-kacang.
Then eat with Nasi Briyani we got from the Masjid.
Then Nasri and me go kacau2 my bro.
hahahaha!
That's all uhh.
If there's anything i'll update.
k byeeeeeeeeeeeee!


i've lost.get it?
i'm giving up.

innocentlyinsane<3


Wednesday, September 13, 2006
Guess what time i wrote this?
7:33 PM ya assholes!


Haha yeahh.
It's been long since i've updated.
Just wanna say thanks to those......
birthday bashes and whatsoever.
HaHaHa!
To my WONDERFUL classmates,
Thanks for the dragging!
And for making my school uni damn dirty.
I appreciate that much.
Nothing much to update.
I just wasn't myself these few days.
And i don't know why. HaHa!
But it's fun being this way.
alright i think tmr gonna go jamming.
HaHa WooHo0!
Can't wait to try that song.
Till then,
Byeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!


Thursday, September 07, 2006
Guess what time i wrote this?
7:45 PM ya assholes!


yeahhah.
Today was kinda fun.
First of all had maths remedial.
And i did learn something! -[yehhhh!]
Then went jamming.
With Zaha,Anxx and Alif.
Supposedly wanted to go jamm at tiet.
but change of plans.
Like normal,
but these time we took more time to emphasise(sp?) on other songs.
well, everything's going smoothly.
I've been waiting to play a beautiful tragedy. -[With Broken Wings]
And yeahh we did it.
hahahas kinda glad. =))
Thought i didn't get a chance to see s4x.
Then change of plans.
We went to LKS.
Well, i personally prefer LKS's drumset.
Better in pedals, cymbals and almost everything uh.
We came ard 2 and still ard 3.45 still the studio closed.
We still have time to enjoy lunch.
Then while waiting Azi,Zul and Hadi came.
They were supposed to jamm first but then we entered first.
Then we played first.
Then supposedly want to get home.
ahhh and then s4x just started jamming.
Then we all want to see Zul uhh.
Stayed for a while.
After some songs they got home while i stay and watch the rest.
damn! they're good. -[seriously]
And ahh! at last! saw Zul's drumming. -[after a long time]
and not forgetting MatRock's drumming.
He was a little sick thus he just couldn't perform 100%.
Comparing From the last time i saw him.
He was a bit better last time.
Zul's aggression broke his drumstick's tip.
Probably both of them are 2 great drummers i've known.
We all laughed when saw Zul's drumstick tip broke. -[hahahahas!]
They play chapter 4,a piece of my life,EBV,confined and Forever. -[power2 tuh!]
Both of them Forever was mixed up.
but still good. -[quite good]
Both got Forever mixed up.
Zul got it right at first then mixed up too.
Then i help to correct Zul with the Hi-hats part.
Then they all laughed.
Last time Zul teach me, now i teach him.
Ala tak salah kan kita berkongsi ilmu.
He thought me once, till now.
here's who i am. -[here!]
He's like a mentor to me. -[an idol too]
I just remembered the times,
i can't even play the single pedal.
but now,only God knows. =))
Then we sat at the coffeeshop, trying to decide who won.
till now,7.35
I don't think they had decided yet. -[a very hard choice to make]
Both were just good.
Then Irfan tell us to let them go home first while waiting for the results.
Then okay uh go home with Zul.
We talked uhh because it's so long i didn't talk to him.
He told me that i have improved. -[i guess so]
i guess i have been practising hard.
Then it was late uh.
Zul wants to take taxi home.
Then we both took taxi uh.
dia belanjer..ape lagi!?!?
hahahahahas. =))
Hey aku nak tahu results!!
hahahas k uhh that's all.
k byeeeeeeeeee!

My horoscope for today.
THE BOTTOM LINE:
You've surely heard the expression 'Be all you can be,' but have you ever taken it to heart? No one is going to make you into something you want to be -- you have to get there all by yourself. And today, you can take that first step. Whether it means finally enrolling in that class, starting that new gym membership or buying that long-coveted plane ticket, you need to take the plunge today. As long as you move forward boldly, your success is assured.




hey paul koehler silverstein's drummer have the same birthdate as me~ woohoo!
innocentlyinsane<3


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