i decided to delete the last post. it never meant to bring you down or whatever. i was just so frustrated over a few things. i was just wasn't myself thinking that part of the time. sorry if it had bring you down. i never meant to. Go ahead do whatever you want. I guess there's no other way of doing it. i was kinda frustrated over these things that i just want to put here. You can say whatever you want about me. I dont really give a fuck. There's no use either. Many people have known. Its concerning me much. Sorry if it had hurt anyone in any way. This is just a simple apology. Really. I never meant to hurt you so much. It's just that...ahh nvm. Forget it. There's no use writing it here. Someday you'll get it. Haiz. Time will tell. It will heal everything. Soon. I'm sorry if i ever hurt you in any way. I'm not hating you for anything. I don't hate people for stupid reasons. I know i too have done my mistakes. Just forget it. Things past. I didn't force you do to anything. I didn't ask you to do anything. Get that clear. So please. Understand me. I'll never forget someone like you. Never will i. And the stories you told me. It's great knowing someone like you. I hoped you're happy with your life, I know you are. I'm just living another day in disguise. This is the wicked end i've been talking about. These feelings can't be right. I'll find a way without you. Don't ask about me, i'm not that worth it. Label me, that's fine, I'll be somebody else. Oh you're so insightful, let me remind you to twist and break me. A sorry life in judging every action it is all about. You can hate me however you want. Don't change the fact. I'm still here. Don't live your life in vain, don't take it out on me. There's no need to tell you what's in my mind. You'll sure to know. And i hope your pride still running high, always on your side. So much time i've wasted. Our friendship makes it mine.




this lyric will speak for me.

So much time I've wasted.I can truly say I never thought it would come to this.Never would I doubt you, but the truth kept smacking me in the face.Reality. You never stopped to think and you ripped us apart.How could you? Now our time is gone but it's still breaking my heart.Tears run down as I think of the days we've had,and the memories will last forever,but you and I have died and gone our separate ways.You are the one.You are the wrong one.Breaking the mold.Going your own way.All I feel, betrayal.So much time I've wasted, and I never thought it'd come to this.Apology.We had something great, then it was washed away.We had something more, then I can explain.I'm sorry. No! We had something great, then it was washed away.No! Not all friendships last, the genuine are harder to take.No! Time to start again, hope someday you'll think of me.No! The end reality, I know someday I'll think of you.




Giving Up.