When this began . I had nothing to say . And I get lost in the nothingness inside of me . I was confused . And I let it all out to find, that i'm not the only person with these things in mind . Inside of me . But all the vacancy the words revealed, is the only real thing that i've got left to feel . There's nothing to lose . Just stuck, hollow and alone . And the fault is my own . I just wanna heal, I wanna feel what I thought was never real . I wanna let go of the pain i've held so long . I wanna erase all the pain till it's gone . I wanna feel like i'm close to something real . I wanna find something i've wanted all along . And i've got nothing left to say . I can't believe I didn't fall right down on my face . I was confused, again . Looking everywhere only to find you . This is not the way I had imagined it all in my mind . So what am i to you? What do I have? nothing but negativity . I just can't justify the way everyone is looking at me . There's nothing to lose . There's nothing to gain . I will never know myself until I do this on my own . And I will never feel anything else, until my wounds are healed . I will never be anything till I break away from me . I will break away, I'll find myself today .








- somewhere i belong.
you'll somehow realise . the importance of it .