H²; Life, More Than It Seems.

Saturday, December 29, 2007

My Apocalypse - Escape The Fate

Guess what time i wrote this?

11:42 PM ya assholes!

hello. see this guy in the above picture? well, he's one of the special kids god created. why? because he just lost his mother at a very young age. i just went to a funeral this morning. i gave my sympathy to him. & despite myself being an orphan, i know how he'd feel to lost someone special; at a very young age. yeap. he lost his mom. & i can't bear seeing him cry this morning. it made me fall into tears myself. it's really saddening to see such a happy chap like him cry. one moment, he was playing around with me.. the next moment, he cried. i'm seriously sad for him. i know how it feels to lost someone special; the youngest in the family. & yeah. i don't have anything to update right now. just felt a sense a pity for him & his siblings.. who lost their mother. the pain to lost someone very special is unbearable, i know. be strong okay guys.

& dear, it's really painful to lose someone. & i've lost someone special. i don't wanna lose you. i love you dear.. always. <33

Wednesday, December 19, 2007

A Little Peace Of Heaven - Avenged Sevenfold

Guess what time i wrote this?

1:55 AM ya assholes!

hello~ haha. yeah! went to marine parade 2 days ago. well yeah, went there to relax, fun, chill & enjoy. you know, normal stuff. haha. yeah.. with the normal people. my dearest, mcm phm brothers, nana, syazzy, nasyrul & rabia. yaaaa. as per normal. heh. i got to see my dearest first before meeting the others. haha. my eyes were stone-ing due to lack of sleep. haha. yeap. the first thing we do went we reached there; eat. i was hungry laa. haha. yeap. i bought nasi ayam penyet for me & my dearest. plus extra rice; as per normal.. for me & her. yeap.

after eating, we proceeded to the beach. yeap. i sat down at the breakwater with my dearest, enjoying the strong winds plus some drops of the rain. hehe. we got ourselves wet. yeah, we're unprepared. i was thinking of just sitting down there to chill or smth. but ended up we'd play with the water.

then, we walked along the beach.. & my dearest taught me 'skipping stones' or whatever they call it uh. cause the stones skip on the water. i did managed to skip a stone abt four times. well, that's an achievement for me. i've just learnt that thing. yeap, not long aft, the R² couples joined us. haha yeah. then, we'd get back to the shed to dry up. well, not actually. just sit ard. haha. & then we'd head back to wdls. & seriously! that 966 bus had taken a toll on me.

all i can say is.. the bus driver is an iceman. the temperature was like damn cold, & i'm freezing inside there. yes, freezing. i was shivering in that bus. & same goes for my dearest. we can't really wait to get out of that bus. i felt like i'm inside a torture chamber. haha. yeah. cold weather, then cold bus. omg. torture! haha. yeap. then MP guy send his gf bck while we played taiti. haha. & yeah, soooo, i'd received normal nagging frm my mum when i get back; as per normal. haha. yeah. so that's all i guess. another update. my blog isn't dead afterall. haha okay, tkcre y'all.

& all those taking N lvl, good luck yaw~

all the best my bros & sistas.

& my dear, i'm glad you're happy.
thank you too.

& i love you too. always. <33

Friday, December 14, 2007

Inconsolable - Backstreet Boys

Guess what time i wrote this?

11:49 PM ya assholes!

heeyyyyyyyaaaa~ hahs. boredom is killing me. argh!

somebody help me pls? i'm bored to death. haha. yes. BORED. haha. life's been great overall. work's been fine. somehow, i'd start to enjoy work. haha. weird. yeap. work's been great, for once. yeaaaaaa bebeh! hehe. & some of my friends at SG is leaving cause of their N level. ohh God. good luck to you all! i'll miss you guys even though i just know you guys. haha! yeahh man.

it's been raining these days. it's really troublesome to get to places in rainy seasons. oh well, you know. you'll get wet etc etc etc. but that's good though. it's cool throughout. rather than hot throughout. haha. but seriously, ppl get sick these rainy season. so doctors.. here comes more money for you. yeah. fck. haha. i got a fever.. but i'm alright nw i guess. that's why sometimes i just hate rainy seasons.

yeaa. things have been great. thanks to everyone whom make my life great! =))

& dear.. 2 days is too far too long. ahah. but don't worry, i'll bear with it. no, we'll bear with it together. you're close to me no matter hw far you are. ily.. & imy right nw. =))
<33

Tuesday, December 11, 2007

Seize The Day - Avenged Sevenfold

Guess what time i wrote this?

1:15 AM ya assholes!

look at that pic, dated 04/08/07. haha. time really flies;fast. it seems like just yesterday that i got to hold you in my arms. it's been three months. & definitely.. i still wonder how we could be this way, really. sometimes i ask myself.. am i dreaming or whaat? haha. well, maybe i'm not. yeap, total strangers at first. giving the "i dont give a damn abt u" face. haha. yeap. then.. nrmal friends.. & eventually i dont know how, we'd be best friends. i never expected this to come. never. :D

you had someone else, i'm aware of that. but all i know that you don't get the love you were waiting for. i wanted you, but at that time.. i know i can't have you. but eventually, he neglected you. & personally, i think he doesn't deserve the chance to love you.. cause' to me, he never did. you deserve better.

yes, on that same day he let go of you.. i took the chance to be with you. i took the chance to be with you. i took the chance to be his replacement. & i'm delighted.. to have you.. haha! as a belated-birthday present.. although i thought i could never have you. so.. i did asked myself.. "am i dreaming somehow or what?" haha. & yeah. i can't really give you anything.. except for my love, care & concern. & i too expect that from you.. nothing else. & i forgive you, for everything you did wrong to me.. & same for me.. forgive me if i did any mistakes.. dont care how big or how small.

yes, happy 3 mths to you.

i don't wanna lose you.

i don't wanna leave you.
i want you.
& forever.

<33>

Sunday, December 09, 2007

Gunslinger - Avenged Sevenfold

Guess what time i wrote this?

12:42 AM ya assholes!

i'm dead tired right now but yet wanting to write this post. haha! :D

haha! yeah! so that's where we're headed to just now. well, yesterday i mean. heh. well, yeah. proceeded to wild wild wet with my dearest comin' along with my family & my mum's friend's family. woke up way early in the morning & yea, went to pick my dearest & off to mrt, where i was suppose to meet them at 8.30.. but never did on time. haha. as per normal. they came a bit later.

yeap. took the mrt etc etc & estimatedly reached there ard 10+. settled down & got changed and went straight to the pool.. even though me & my dearest haven't took our breakfast. hungry laa giler. yeap. went a few places in the whole swimming complex. & that tsunami.. haha. lame laa. yeah. but that's when my & my dearest heard someone shouted.. "ohh! my penis". he was shouting like there's no one ard him. haha. yeap. had lunch.. chicken rice plus so much of fried chicken. haha. yeah. when changing time, it's obvious that my dearest took the longest time. she was the last one, and everyone was waiting for her. but it's okeh. we ended finishing some food up while waiting for her. haha.

obviously, we took the mrt train back home. everyone was dead tired i can see that. my brother even lie down sleeping. haha. yeap, it was tiring. dearest slept beside me. she was in deep sleep for sure. yeaaah. today was great.

i'll post some more pics. & thus that's all for today i guess. :D

& my dear, i too get to go out with you. again.. hehe. yeah, it was fun. thank you too for coming along. =) i'm glad that you're happy. ilu. <3

Thursday, December 06, 2007

Scream - Avenged Sevenfold

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1:40 PM ya assholes!

There you go for yesterday!

yeap, as planned by the mcm phm brothers (Rahman&Rahim), we got our asses off to vivocity with no particular reason. haha. actually, we needed just some time off, so we'd get out together to have some fun. yeap, out with the 8 regulars... Haikal(Curly), Syazwan(Syazzy), Ayul(Mush2), Raihanah, Rahim(shoot-the-burger pathetic guy), Me obviously & my dearest (Hiryanty) and Rahman(the mcm-phm guy). haha. yeah, & obviously Rahman brought someone else, which is Rabia from STK. haha. easily, he uses our name to get an excuse to get out with her. [tkpe man, lain kali kita nyer turn lak! ahah!]

ahah. met them at mrt station.. & for once! they're not late. haha. don't blame them though if they're late, cause that's the usual them. haha. & got ourselves a perfect place at vivo to lepak.. play taiti, bluff whatever stuff they wanted to do. haha. it was raining laa.. so there's not much choice. haha. then got ourselves to the hawker centre to eat... to avoid wasting our precious money on food at banquet which is expensive. haha. yeaaaa. got ourselves just simple food. & my dearest (as usual) ate banyak gilerrrrrs nasi for her size. haha! yeap. even Rabia got shocked when she saw her plate.

she was the last to finish up my food and everyone was like waiting for me. Curly entertained us all for the time being. He mixed like almost everything into a bowl of soup and acting like as if he’s a chef. I finished the “ingredients” by adding onion in there and he was like mixing it and saying.. “You need more OniOns!”. With the “O”s emphasised and we burst out laughing. He really said it with a damn funny expression! Haha! (COPYRIGHTED, HiR. HAHA.)

yeah, then we head back to where we started of course. haha. yeapp, i think yesterday was such a really happy day. we have so much fun. i got to go out with my dearest & see her somehow happy. i'm glad. ;D

& see those two in that photo? haha. happily together. congrats to the both of you. went off somewhere with hands to themselves at first, came back with hands holding the next moment. that's a happy day for both of them cnfirm already. haha. yeap, R² couples. gd luck to the both of you aye! haha. & guess what... Raihanah patched back with Razali. haha! it was really a happy day afterall. haha! another R² couples. tak kesah! H² jgk the best. kwang3. yeap, it was a happy happy day :D

& dear, i'm very happy to see you happy. we're much better off this way isn't it? why doesn't it come earlier? hahah. yeap, i'm pretty much happy myself. & i love u. :D yea, i want another crazy outing with y'all too. :D

Monday, December 03, 2007

afterlife - avenged sevenfold

Guess what time i wrote this?

1:45 PM ya assholes!

haha yeah! the pesta silat kesenian at ang mo kio cc.. not yio chu kang cc (maaaaaaaane ade) is over! haha! yeaah bebeh! uploaded some photos.. want to see see uh dont want then dont see. haha. yeap. the above photo consists of the participants with Abg Nas' family (Abg Nas is in red). there's Haikal (curly), Haikal again (Teddy), Rahim (shoot-the-burger), My dearest (Hiryanty), Syazwan (syazzy), Rahman (MP) & Saiful (panji "eh eh"). yeah~ all managed to bring back a silver medal.. except for the 2 Haikal, Saiful & Rahim whom brought home 2 medals. yeah! Tok Rahim was rather glad that we won something despite our 2 weeks of daily training. haha! it was worth anw. the event was fun lah. haha. i want to be part of any comp like this next year laaa okeh my dear? we'll do better round next time. we'll bring up silat kuningan together aights? haha! yeaa bebeh! haha. okeh~ bye!

-dear, i think this pic is nice. haha. yes yes insya'Allah i'll join okeh? you too okeh?
ilu.