look at that pic, dated 04/08/07. haha. time really flies;fast. it seems like just yesterday that i got to hold you in my arms. it's been three months. & definitely.. i still wonder how we could be this way, really. sometimes i ask myself.. am i dreaming or whaat? haha. well, maybe i'm not. yeap, total strangers at first. giving the "i dont give a damn abt u" face. haha. yeap. then.. nrmal friends.. & eventually i dont know how, we'd be best friends. i never expected this to come. never. :D
you had someone else, i'm aware of that. but all i know that you don't get the love you were waiting for. i wanted you, but at that time.. i know i can't have you. but eventually, he neglected you. & personally, i think he doesn't deserve the chance to love you.. cause' to me, he never did. you deserve better.
yes, on that same day he let go of you.. i took the chance to be with you. i took the chance to be with you. i took the chance to be his replacement. & i'm delighted.. to have you.. haha! as a belated-birthday present.. although i thought i could never have you. so.. i did asked myself.. "am i dreaming somehow or what?" haha. & yeah. i can't really give you anything.. except for my love, care & concern. & i too expect that from you.. nothing else. & i forgive you, for everything you did wrong to me.. & same for me.. forgive me if i did any mistakes.. dont care how big or how small.
yes, happy 3 mths to you.
you had someone else, i'm aware of that. but all i know that you don't get the love you were waiting for. i wanted you, but at that time.. i know i can't have you. but eventually, he neglected you. & personally, i think he doesn't deserve the chance to love you.. cause' to me, he never did. you deserve better.
yes, on that same day he let go of you.. i took the chance to be with you. i took the chance to be with you. i took the chance to be his replacement. & i'm delighted.. to have you.. haha! as a belated-birthday present.. although i thought i could never have you. so.. i did asked myself.. "am i dreaming somehow or what?" haha. & yeah. i can't really give you anything.. except for my love, care & concern. & i too expect that from you.. nothing else. & i forgive you, for everything you did wrong to me.. & same for me.. forgive me if i did any mistakes.. dont care how big or how small.
yes, happy 3 mths to you.
i don't wanna lose you.
i don't wanna leave you.
i want you.
& forever.
i want you.
& forever.
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